Salaam, so to start off, I have taken the Golden Teacher Mashrooms strain 5 times in total. The first time and the third time, nothing happened except that I was peeing alot and had body pain, especially in my joints.
The second time, I was very emotional - crying and laughing, again I peed alot. The next morning had body ache, in my ribs and calfs.
The forth time, I had a trip of a life time. It took 40 minutes for an effect to start. I was in the bathroom and was looking at my eyes in the mirror. They appeared light brown and very pretty so I zoomed in, to the extent where my nose and forehead was flat against the mirror. There in my left eye, I saw a tunnel, and on the other side of the tunnel things were appearing which for the life of me I couldn't make head or tails off. Mind you, when I would zoom out the tunnel would disappear. Anyway, I specifically remeber seeing a green tiger that appears and I saw it a few times more, and during this time I saw other things which I don't remember. Anyway I was pulled out of the bathroom by my mother, for obvious reasons (shayateen). However, I went to my room and got a ig mirror in which I agin I was zooming in on my eyes but for the life of could get what I was looking at. Soon after got frustrated and started saying kalmas and then zoomed in on the right side of my face, not the eye, there I see a white tiger. The tiger was in my peripheral angel but was blending on my face. And at that time I felt euphoric with happiness and grief. I was told to let go of the past truamas and leave free like a child. At this time I was talking loud but the answers where coming to me in my heart, like ilham. Lastly, I don't remember closing my eyes but somehow my eyes were closed and now I was in the realm of rooh, where I could only see the noor of my loved ones that are dead or the ones who are alive. Now this experience was strange becouse I never saw anyone's faces or hear their voices but somehow when I would think of someone, their aura or essence light/noor would pop up, some would talked to me but through my voice and with their specific cadence or style. Most importantly during this time I was making a lot of dua for myself to be healed completely and for my loved ones that are alive, I couldn't stop making duas, no matter how much I wanted to consent rate on myself, somehow my worries would disappear and I will be saying " Why don't people understand Allah's noor?" and then would cry and be happy at the same time. It was a surreal experience. I also remember sending Salaam on prophet Muhammad saw, hazrat Umar ra, Ibn Arabi and I would also see their auras, accept prophet Muhammad saw. So basically I was shown the good souls and the people who hurt me, I forgave while simultaneously saying they are blinded to Allah's noor, why can't they see.
The faith time that I tried, was yesterday (4 Oct 2026). Two weeks after the fourth one. This time I did not waste time on looking inside my eyes, but promptly sat on musala and started doing my ziker while looking at my face in the mirror. This time it started in 15 minutes, my eyes were close the similar essence /noor of my loved ones, dead or alive were shown to me. And I don't remember how but I was seeing sufi darwish swirling but in colour's and their essence and I was asking how do they achieve their haal, and then somehow while sitting I also started swirling and chanting Allahu Akbar, which I did not stop reciting for the next 2 hours. I was ecstatic, delirious. However, I was able to feel the inside of my 2 sisters and I was reciting Allah Akbar in their cadence, it's like I was jumping for one mind to another, while I was simultaneously aware of my own mind. I thought of our mother's ra, specially Hazrat Aiesha and Hazrat Marium as, and asked to be like them, and I was told that I would be. I even asked for ism e a am and was told that Ya Wahab has inner secerats just like Allahu Akbar...
Lastly, I would like to end it on a something very personal, so I am in my 30's and since my 20's I started having white hair, so you can imagine the state of it now. I was extremely upset about it and I was told that my hair has started it recitation of Allah, so why do I want to change to this worldly beauty and ath that point I opened my eyes to literally see the energy around my hair as if they were also saying Allahu Akbar!!!
In closing all I can say is that the past 2 trips were amazing and I want to believe that it was all real, especially the bits of the realm of the souls otherwise Allahu Alam....